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um.
It's about time to make this thing friends only.
Dont know why, no one reads it, but its time.

boobs. everywhere. all over. I'm so freaking tired of seeing BOOBS.



Ima gonna do him.
Pre- Garden State days, but during Scrubs. I suppose i need a time machine then...
I want to take his scrubs off.
and call him JD. That's a cute name.

I'm getting so good at not doing drugs.
but now i just keep watching degrassi. My brain may explode.
My cat is laying on the couch resting her head on the end table. She's cute, I wish my camera worked :(


im soooo fucking bored.
I need to re-connect to my LJ friends.
this whole "not knowing what the fuck everyone is writing about" thing kinda sucks.

omg.
i hate tweakers.

holy shit. Bravo's scariest movie moments is scarying the craaappppp out of me.
but Tara from Buffy was on, and i miss her. Is it sad I have the entire series of Buffy on Dvd? I didnt think so.

ugh. I have to make dinner now. I feel so...housewifey? eck.

awwww.
Silly faces.

going to the beach automatically means we take silly faces pictures.

Cheesy Gordita Crunches are BACK. I want 5.

um, that's all, enjoy the pictures and this nothingnesss post. I want taco  bell.

Things are fun.
Me and Zach went to the beach and it was nice and lovely. and nice. again.
He got a job and is working now. It's nice to have alone time. but I get bored without him :(
Brenenenen McChicken came over today, so I wasent that bored but hey, im here writing, im bored. FU brennennenen.

OMGZ. Martha Stewart is making weed brownies. She's with the chick from the TV show Weeds. They keep talking about weed and how Martha is on pronation. The  word "water pipe" was uttered, and martha dumped some weed-looking green stuff in her brownie mix. Wow. Martha is great. And after the break she's making chocolate sauce for the brownies. Genies.

wowww. I'm bored. and i want brownies.

Sooo...weird weekend.
Zach and I got in a major fight, and decided not to live together anymore. So he was gonna get his own place. Then he decided he couldnt afford that, so he was gonna move in with WIll and Ben. Fine, good, whatverrrrrr.... Then suddenly, after a weekend of doing to much thinking, He wants to stay here, in this apartment, with me.  Most confusing thing ever. I know he's unhappy about somethings, but jeez. I just want an answer: DO YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME OR NOT!?!?!??!?!?!?!??! Sometimes I dont know. Everything is all secret like with him. I dont give a fuck if he e-mails his old best friend. But he doesnt need to sneak around to do it. IF HE WAS SAYING THINGS THAT HE SHOULDNT, THEN I COULD SEE HIM BEING ALL SECRET LIKE. Hey, cool, caps lock. Makes things "dramatic"..Anyway...The second I'm in the shower, he's checking his e-mail. And if I come up behind him, he closes it. Coommee on. Supicious much? Whatever. Fuckkk It. I  should just take the computer away.  but im not his mommy, but grrrrrrr. Why cant things just be out in the open?

Anyways, I'm a stupid jealous bitch.


Anything else?
I hung out with Janet and Jackie the other day, that was dandy.
Zach got a new job, today is his first day.
woot.
i feel like shit.

Being Sick is horrible.
Zach and I have both been sick all weekend..and It's horrible. We're both big babys and want to be taken care of, but we both just whineee. The whole apartment is whoa grosssooo and dirrrty. It's ew. But I bought new black and white pictures for me wall.


Im watching Figure It Out right now..there is large hariy spiders on tv.
Channel 215 is all day Figure It Out, GUTS, and LEDGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE (i love omecccc)...
so all i do is lay around, being sick, waching channel 215. Or have sex, I did that today tooo.

Other than that, Today is boring and uneventfullllllll..

Right now Zach's at a job interview. I'm excited for him, and I think I need a job too now. Oh well.

Janet,
Me and Tyler Scott talked all about Midget Running in Sophmore PE, and I thought of youuuuu :) It made me smile.

oh yeah.
I had a dream that I was gonna have sex with Brittany Spears.
It was....umm...I dont think there is a word to explain my thoughts on this..

ahhh.
Everyone is so gay now.
Im tired of seeing good old boys from 6th grade in tight pants and eyeliner and ewwww im so cool and RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
NO MORE FUCKING TIGHT PANTSSSS ON EWW PEOPLE WHO ARE TO YOUNG AND AWWW
MY SPACE is BLAAAAAAAAHJhhhhhhhhh.


god.
I'm not "browsing" myspace anymore. I just get pissed off at how everyone is either now a whore or a damn black hairdde rsjklfdusaoiyhdfusfhsafasfadsfasmfasjdfksla..
I cant even type it out.
I'm so freaking tired of it.

I miss my friends who dont give a fuck about what they wearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Ryan woodward...I need to vent to youuuuuu.

the new my chemical romance video is really lame.
it's to early to watch that shit.

Yesterday was the most draining day everrrr...
but it ended on a lighter, more orgasmic note.
Yay.

Zach is sleeping, so now I actully have some time to my selfff.
hmm..it's nice.

So i havent written in this in forever. Like foreverrr....
well, seriously written in it.
it's that damn myspace. I swear. It's more problems then it's worst (and it makes me paranoid that I'm gonna get cheated on).
damn you myspace.
damn you.



i was so excited to finally write in this...but now i dont know what to write.


im so lame.

someone find some easy way to send me Rilo Kiley songs.
New computer is really fast, but without my music.
and I need rilo kiley.
please?

yayyyy birthday today for meeeeee and porn and yayyy
I belive I am over excited. But oh well.

So tomarrow is my 18th birthday
And I get like $100,000 beause my mom died, and I dont know what to do with it. I dont want it. Zach says that I kinda "earned" it, but whatever. I guess it gives me and Zach a good starting point.
He got me a ring for my birthday!
It's pretty and cute, but,alas, I must get it resized. Damn my fat fingersHe gave it to me in front of his entire family, which is embassasing, but i love his family so it's okay.
My dad says he's getting me money for my birthday, I dont want money. I want a present. I havent had presents for awhille.

so..I miss my friends. Me and Zach where thinking about going back to Lebanon, but i dont know. I miss my friends, but they're all gone now. Or have like totally forgotten me in 2 years. I still have Gina, who calls me alittle TOO much to hang out, but I guess that's better than nothing.

My boyfriend is not a child molester.
but sometimes he looks like it

I hate it how everyone grows up to be hoe bags. or just turn into them.
I hate hoe bags and myspace so much, it just combines them.

hi guys :)

it's been forver...