Amy Phillips

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Sat, 11 Nov 2006 03:14:22 GMT

um.
It's about time to make this thing friends only.
Dont know why, no one reads it, but its time.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Tue, 07 Nov 2006 03:14:35 GMT

boobs. everywhere. all over. I'm so freaking tired of seeing BOOBS.

Ima gonna do him.
Pre- Garden State days, but during Scrubs. I suppose i need a time machine then...
I want to take his scrubs off.
and call him JD. That's a cute name.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Sat, 04 Nov 2006 03:33:21 GMT

I'm getting so good at not doing drugs.
but now i just keep watching degrassi. My brain may explode.
My cat is laying on the couch resting her head on the end table. She's cute, I wish my camera worked :(

im soooo fucking bored.
I need to re-connect to my LJ friends.
this whole "not knowing what the fuck everyone is writing about" thing kinda sucks.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Mon, 30 Oct 2006 01:25:41 GMT

omg.
i hate tweakers.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Fri, 27 Oct 2006 22:35:42 GMT

holy shit. Bravo's scariest movie moments is scarying the craaappppp out of me.
but Tara from Buffy was on, and i miss her. Is it sad I have the entire series of Buffy on Dvd? I didnt think so.

ugh. I have to make dinner now. I feel so...housewifey? eck.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Fri, 27 Oct 2006 18:56:19 GMT

awwww.
Silly faces.

going to the beach automatically means we take silly faces pictures.

Cheesy Gordita Crunches are BACK. I want 5.

um, that's all, enjoy the pictures and this nothingnesss post. I want taco bell.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Wed, 25 Oct 2006 19:23:02 GMT

Things are fun.
Me and Zach went to the beach and it was nice and lovely. and nice. again.
He got a job and is working now. It's nice to have alone time. but I get bored without him :(
Brenenenen McChicken came over today, so I wasent that bored but hey, im here writing, im bored. FU brennennenen.

OMGZ. Martha Stewart is making weed brownies. She's with the chick from the TV show Weeds. They keep talking about weed and how Martha is on pronation. The word "water pipe" was uttered, and martha dumped some weed-looking green stuff in her brownie mix. Wow. Martha is great. And after the break she's making chocolate sauce for the brownies. Genies.

wowww. I'm bored. and i want brownies.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Mon, 16 Oct 2006 22:05:13 GMT

Sooo...weird weekend.
Zach and I got in a major fight, and decided not to live together anymore. So he was gonna get his own place. Then he decided he couldnt afford that, so he was gonna move in with WIll and Ben. Fine, good, whatverrrrrr.... Then suddenly, after a weekend of doing to much thinking, He wants to stay here, in this apartment, with me. Most confusing thing ever. I know he's unhappy about somethings, but jeez. I just want an answer: DO YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME OR NOT!?!?!??!?!?!?!??! Sometimes I dont know. Everything is all secret like with him. I dont give a fuck if he e-mails his old best friend. But he doesnt need to sneak around to do it. IF HE WAS SAYING THINGS THAT HE SHOULDNT, THEN I COULD SEE HIM BEING ALL SECRET LIKE. Hey, cool, caps lock. Makes things "dramatic"..Anyway...The second I'm in the shower, he's checking his e-mail. And if I come up behind him, he closes it. Coommee on. Supicious much? Whatever. Fuckkk It. I should just take the computer away. but im not his mommy, but grrrrrrr. Why cant things just be out in the open?

Anyways, I'm a stupid jealous bitch.

Anything else?
I hung out with Janet and Jackie the other day, that was dandy.
Zach got a new job, today is his first day.
woot.
i feel like shit.

erk

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Mon, 09 Oct 2006 22:50:20 GMT

Being Sick is horrible.
Zach and I have both been sick all weekend..and It's horrible. We're both big babys and want to be taken care of, but we both just whineee. The whole apartment is whoa grosssooo and dirrrty. It's ew. But I bought new black and white pictures for me wall.

Im watching Figure It Out right now..there is large hariy spiders on tv.
Channel 215 is all day Figure It Out, GUTS, and LEDGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE (i love omecccc)...
so all i do is lay around, being sick, waching channel 215. Or have sex, I did that today tooo.

Other than that, Today is boring and uneventfullllllll..

Right now Zach's at a job interview. I'm excited for him, and I think I need a job too now. Oh well.

Janet,
Me and Tyler Scott talked all about Midget Running in Sophmore PE, and I thought of youuuuu :) It made me smile.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Fri, 06 Oct 2006 01:25:45 GMT

oh yeah.
I had a dream that I was gonna have sex with Brittany Spears.
It was....umm...I dont think there is a word to explain my thoughts on this..

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Fri, 06 Oct 2006 01:18:48 GMT

ahhh.
Everyone is so gay now.
Im tired of seeing good old boys from 6th grade in tight pants and eyeliner and ewwww im so cool and RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
NO MORE FUCKING TIGHT PANTSSSS ON EWW PEOPLE WHO ARE TO YOUNG AND AWWW
MY SPACE is BLAAAAAAAAHJhhhhhhhhh.

god.
I'm not "browsing" myspace anymore. I just get pissed off at how everyone is either now a whore or a damn black hairdde rsjklfdusaoiyhdfusfhsafasfadsfasmfasjdfksla..
I cant even type it out.
I'm so freaking tired of it.

I miss my friends who dont give a fuck about what they wearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Ryan woodward...I need to vent to youuuuuu.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Wed, 04 Oct 2006 14:33:21 GMT

the new my chemical romance video is really lame.
it's to early to watch that shit.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Sat, 26 Aug 2006 16:51:51 GMT

Yesterday was the most draining day everrrr...
but it ended on a lighter, more orgasmic note.
Yay.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Wed, 23 Aug 2006 02:51:12 GMT

Zach is sleeping, so now I actully have some time to my selfff.
hmm..it's nice.

So i havent written in this in forever. Like foreverrr....
well, seriously written in it.
it's that damn myspace. I swear. It's more problems then it's worst (and it makes me paranoid that I'm gonna get cheated on).
damn you myspace.
damn you.

i was so excited to finally write in this...but now i dont know what to write.

im so lame.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Sat, 12 Aug 2006 01:35:36 GMT

someone find some easy way to send me Rilo Kiley songs.
New computer is really fast, but without my music.
and I need rilo kiley.
please?

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Wed, 09 Aug 2006 18:10:02 GMT

yayyyy birthday today for meeeeee and porn and yayyy
I belive I am over excited. But oh well.

my goodies.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Tue, 08 Aug 2006 18:07:53 GMT

So tomarrow is my 18th birthday
And I get like $100,000 beause my mom died, and I dont know what to do with it. I dont want it. Zach says that I kinda "earned" it, but whatever. I guess it gives me and Zach a good starting point.
He got me a ring for my birthday!
It's pretty and cute, but,alas, I must get it resized. Damn my fat fingersHe gave it to me in front of his entire family, which is embassasing, but i love his family so it's okay.
My dad says he's getting me money for my birthday, I dont want money. I want a present. I havent had presents for awhille.

so..I miss my friends. Me and Zach where thinking about going back to Lebanon, but i dont know. I miss my friends, but they're all gone now. Or have like totally forgotten me in 2 years. I still have Gina, who calls me alittle TOO much to hang out, but I guess that's better than nothing.

My boyfriend is not a child molester.
but sometimes he looks like it

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Fri, 30 Jun 2006 03:21:33 GMT

I hate it how everyone grows up to be hoe bags. or just turn into them.
I hate hoe bags and myspace so much, it just combines them.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Sun, 18 Jun 2006 17:14:04 GMT

hi guys :)

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Sat, 18 Feb 2006 02:40:31 GMT

it's been forver...

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Mon, 12 Sep 2005 14:11:08 GMT

I hate it when I let my vagina do something my brain knows is bad...
:(

I dont like school, because it takes away from my Zach time.
I miss living with him.
love love loveeeeeeeeeeeeee

i dont have anything else to write, I'm so lame-o

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Tue, 06 Sep 2005 20:37:19 GMT

Zach's house got broken into on Friday night..
They stole my Xbox, WIll's Xbox, and half of our dvds..

Then they came back in the middle of the night, stole cigarettes...
and my purse
and my car keys
and my car.

not to good of a weekend if I do say so myself...

and to make matters worse, my parents are out of town gambling in Roseburgh, and wont come back and help me deal with this.

So...I have school tomarrow, with no school supplies, no school clothes, and no way to get to school.

my life is seriously fucked up

wooooo

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Thu, 01 Sep 2005 17:09:49 GMT

I'm not Dead....

In fact I'm far from it.

I moved out of my house, and in with Zach, for the past month because, well, I hateeeeee my step mom. But my parents forced me to come back for school, and so I could get my car back. Wow that was a long sentence...

BUT YES, hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii I've missed lots of you.

Anything exciting happen to me? Not reallyyyyyyy....

- My Birthday was Augest 9th, all of my family decided to "suddenly" go outta town that weekend, shit heads,

- Zach and I had our anniversity on the 29th...loveee love love love love that boy

- I got my hurrr cut

-Zach and I got robbed by some tweakers in our apartment complex

I dont know...I dont have very much to say.

woop

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Fri, 29 Jul 2005 22:39:57 GMT

Happy Anniversity to me and Zach.
yayyyy.... We're in love, and I love it, love love love love love.
I love how things changed when I FINALLY took a chance and told Zach i loved him. awww... :)

Oh
but I got grounded and my car taken away for 2 weeks, which sucks.
and my birthday is in 12 days.
woo for me.

oh yeah
and I'm moving to an apartment with my brother because I will kill myself if I live here.
not really, but maybe.

yay for changes.
but I have Zach, and that's all I need.

AmyP49@hotmail.com — Sun, 03 Jul 2005 21:32:21 GMT

Wow.
I'm horrible.
I havent read/updated LJ in foreverrrrrr.
I started reading my friends page today, and went back for the past month or so.
Wow, everyone's changing and it's crazy.
I miss you all.

Things are alright for me right now.
I got a job at K-mart, and you can now refer to me as a Customer Service Associate for the fasions and accesorys department (woopie, at least they have cool underware at Kmart)..
I'm still with Zach <3 Almost 4 months now. It's love..almost.
I havent "offically" moved in with him, but pretty close. His family is great, and I'm love being with him everyday. I want to tell him that I love him, but I'm scared of how he'll take it (he jumped into a relationship with the "L" before,and that ended horribleyy)... but..yeah...sex = great. :)

I'm just starting to feel like I'm missing out on everything.
I havent spoken to my old friends in forever.
Not like any of them have reached out to talk to me lately either though..

I miss my Oregon City friends LOTS, Patrick my phone bill misses you.
Ashley Twin, Please call me soon, I need twin time.
All my Lebanon friends have all graduated, and are moving,and I'm sad that I'll never see them again.
Me and Janet had plans, but I guess we both just sorta forgot about them.

bleehhh
Writting in this thing, reading everyones entries, and going on Myspace always makes me think that I'm missing out on life.
But then I realize that I'm not missing out, I'm just living my own life I suppose.